Mr. Cassel

I had Mr. Cassel for three classes throughout my junior year: English, Literature of the Holocaust, and Discussion and Debate. He was different than other teachers I’ve had for two reasons. One was his story – the way he grew up and his openness in sharing it with us. The fact that he didn’t hesitate to tell us about where he came from played a big part in how we viewed him. He showed us that he was human and that he came from a lot less than many of us did. Mr. Cassel grew up with ten siblings, the majority of them adopted.

“Even though I was surrounded by people, it was kinda lonely.”

However, there was a large age gap between his older siblings, his younger siblings, and him. The only one he was close to in age was his sister.

“My sister is my same age but she’s severe special needs. So she was like my closest friend.”

His huge family wasn’t as close-knit as you might imagine. He grew up fairly poor (he still has no problem eating his cereal with water instead of milk). He wasn’t supervised much because of the attention his other siblings required, but he didn’t see that as an excuse to slack off or behave poorly.

“I think I’m most proud that I would fully consider myself someone who is always looking to get better. I would consider myself a self-made person. Not that other people didn’t help, but I’ve always had the internal motivation to get better.”

Following a nasty divorce, he didn’t see his father from the time he was nine until he was seventeen.

“I got my license, and then I drove to the Moorestown Mall, and I bought a t-shirt, and then I drove to his house and knocked on the door. We didn’t really talk about it. I told him I didn’t wanna talk about it. I said whatever it was, it was, and it’s over with.”

He often told us stories about the struggles he faced as a child, but he never seemed bitter or resentful. He spoke highly of his father, despite what had happened when he was young.

“I’m a big believer that holding a grudge is not a good thing. There’s no real reason to. Even all the way up to the point where he died, he was always trying to apologize and I never let him. I always told him he never had to.”

The adversity he faced as a child is the biggest reason that he became the person he is.

“I play a very active role in being a parent. I enjoy spending time with my kids … I always try to make sure that I do the right thing and spend time with them. So I coach all their sports. Even though they sort of don’t understand anything different, so I would probably say my kids take it for granted at this age. But they just assume everybody’s dad’s the coach. And I try to talk to them a lot and tell them about me as a person – good and bad, flaws and things that are good.”

He makes sure his kids get the time and attention he missed out on for a long time. He was able to turn those difficult experiences into something positive for his own kids.

“I will be a successful dad if my kids are good people – whatever that means. It has nothing to do with their careers. It has nothing to do with how much money they make or where they live. But I guess it’s really about how they live their lives. If I’ve done a good job, then they’ll be successful in whatever they do. But I just want them to be really good people – compassionate people for other people.”

While it shaped who he is as a dad, it also put him on the path to becoming a teacher.

“Because I didn’t have a dad for a decade, my teachers and my coaches, my friends’ dads – they all became like pseudo-dads. I always looked at my teachers and they were always smiling. And I thought that would be a great job. And they always seemed like people who I wanted to be like.”

The second reason Mr. Cassel stood out to me is the way he taught. As a student, he’s one of the few teachers I’ve seen who’s aware of the impact he has.

“I am always willing to, figuratively speaking, take the shirt off my back for people. I would go out of my way to make sure I help others. So I guess that’s the core of teaching; that’s what you do as a teacher. But that goes past the school day into my personal life.”

Mr. Cassel’s class came at a time when I needed it most. While a lot of my appreciation for the class came from the material, a lot came from the way he taught us. If I hadn’t had Mr. Cassel for eleventh grade English, I would probably still not know what path I wanted to take in life.

I realized this during a college visit last winter. The speakers talked about the importance of following your heart. They said to start by thinking about the classes you love going to, and figure it out from there. That’s when it became clear that English class was the only one I consistently looked forward to. Mr. Cassel was one of the people who encouraged me and made me truly excited for the future. I was at such a tipping point. If somebody told me that my writing wasn’t good, I probably would have abandoned it completely and pursued the wrong path in life. I know my writing wasn’t the best he’d ever read, but he made me feel like I had potential. Little things – like the comments he left on our essays – made a big difference in my case.

He helped start a fire – a passion for storytelling and creating – something that might be more important than raw talent itself.

To any teachers (or anyone people look up to) reading this: show interest in your students. Talk to them – about them and about you. Encourage them. Tell them when they’re doing a good job. You may not make a huge difference for every single person, but you will make a critical difference for many. We can tell when a teacher loves what they do, and when they just want to get grades in the book. Be the difference between having to go to class and getting to go to class.

“I really care a lot about what I do. A lot. I take it very seriously – not that I can’t laugh at myself – but I take it very seriously because I know how important it is … So I think if I were a chem teacher, or if I taught algebra 2, or if I taught freshman business, I think I would be exactly the same.”

To any students (or anyone who looks up to someone) reading this: if you have a teacher that’s moved you, thank them. Let them know. It’s important for people to hear that they’re doing a good job.

I used to wonder how Mr. Cassel was “just” an English teacher. He seemed so much bigger than what he was; it always seemed to me that he had the potential to be extraordinary.

The longer I was in his class, though, I began to realize that I was wrong. Mr. Cassel loves what he does. He goes out of his way to let people know they’re cared for. He impacts lives every day.

You may not be in the spotlight; you may not receive constant praise and attention. But if you work hard and love what you do, you are unquestionably extraordinary.

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  1. This entry touched me because I hope I was “a Mr . Cassel “ when I taught. I always said I learned more from the students I taught than I taught them Retiring in the community where I taught, I get wonderful feedback everyday from former students I see them married with children, divorced, but all coping with life and thanking me for showing them the ways to cope with this absurdity called life. I realize that my career was a fantastic success .
    The second reason your entry touched me was because it forced me to do something I do many times a day: To reflect on one of the greatest successes in my life — my four sons and the wonderful grown men they have become. They are compassionate, considerate, understanding, patient, accepting…I could go on but you get the picture. They are not perfect but each would “give the shirt off their respective backs”to anyone in need.
    Thank you for this catalytic entry that propelled me into reverie. I am sure Mr. Cassel would feel he done a wonderful job when he realizes the impact he had on you. Thanks Autumn!

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  2. Growing up across the street from Mr. Sean Cassel and being in the same grade pretty much guaranteed we would be best friends… or bitter rivals. I am glad to be the former! I have known this man my entire life and this article is absolutely spot on. Sean always inspired me to be better, to practice things I wanted to be better at, to put the work in and never give up. I always knew he would be a great teacher and friend to his students. I knew that he would teach each young mind as if it were the only one in the class no matter the work involved. He was a hero in my eyes as kids and he is a hero in my eyes as an adult. His students, past, present and future are truly blessed to have such a caring, strong and brave man leading their minds and creativity to greatness and Sean knows they deserve no less. Great article and an even greater man.

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